Photobucket
Photobucket
Have you ever felt like you've lived before? Or had a life previous to this one? Or just lived for an extremely long time? I have. I am right there. I am young, but I still feel like I've lived for so long. 19 years, is a long time, but I feel old. I choose to share how I see the world. Through the eyes of an 19 year old, I will show you things, you've hopefully never seen before. I promise to you now, my dear friends, to put my heart and pour my soul into this dot in the broad scape of cyber space, and let you know, in a somewhat anonymous way who I am, which is a quirky, odd-ball, yet caring individual who wishes to hold no bounderies to herself and to those she loves most. ~Love Always.

Ponyta Pictures, Images and PhotosShiny Rapidash GifNinetalesEspeonDragonairSwellow

Luigi Hat



learn more?

Fairy Tail’s cool and all but why does everyone’s boobs gotta be so big???

Anonymous sent: that is a satirical website man

A lot of things I put on here are from satirical websites. 

Still doesn’t change my opinion about how I feel bad for Sonic.

Some of the fanart I see, not just of Sonic, but of every character, really, really scares me.

Thanks though.

CJ

Wow, Daddy…

Read More

Anonymous sent: Hi there! Please answer: Hair, nose, mouth, windpipe, ears, wrists, heart, lungs, chest, feet. Keep up your coolnessness!

Awe, Anon! 8D You keep your coolness too!

Hair: I’ve never dyed my hair but I’ve always wanted to die it a gradient of blue and purple (you’ve probably seen those pictures on Tumblr). My natural hair colour is an extra dark brown.

Nose: There was a candle fragrance called chocolate chip cookie from Bath&Body Works and it was the best thing ever it made my room smell like cookies omg I want it now.

Mouth: Yes. But I’m not going to, since I’m not really supposed to.

Windpipe: I sing a lot, actually! If I get some proper recording equipment, maybe I’ll put something up.

Ears: One on each ear. I want more, but I might give my mother a heart attack if I get more than I already have, haha.

Wrists: I’m proud to say, I’ve never broken a bone in my life. 

Heart: Yes, I think I (kinda? it’s just a crush) am. He knows, but we’re only just friends because he doesn’t like me back. It’s okay, I’m just happy that my feelings didn’t ruin anything.

Lungs: Nope. My dad used to, and it really scared me as a kid when he would cough really hard. So I’m totally scared off of cigarettes.

Chest: Very. I don’t know, it comes from watching my mom worry about everyone. In my group of friends, they jokingly call me “mom” because I’m so concerned about them. I’m a little too concerned about them sometimes, actually, because I forget to take care of myself.

Feet: Yes. I’m in love with shoes. If I had the money, I’d buy so many shoes. Actually, everyone should just send me shoes!

Thanks for asking Anon!

CJ

Don’t read if you don’t want to read about child abuse, and my family problems

So I feel really awkward right now…

Read More

How does one put a read more in a text post on mobile?

Sometimes I really wish I had a partner in life because I don’t understand my phases of soul crushing loneliness.

Like seriously, I’m perfectly happy being single then out of no where BOOM depressed. Is there an identifiable illness for that?

When I’m hungry I reblog food pictures and I’m sorry.

SOCIAL JUSTICE BLOGGERS! I have a question.

This question is related to feminism:

What is more frustrating to deal with for women? Not being taken seriously in the work force because you look like a child? Or not being taken seriously in the work force because you look too sexy?

So I’m in a creative writing seminar, and they’re talking about my story. THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I’VE EXPERIENCED THIS IS SO COOL LOL

Read More

Worrying about V-day, and trying to be enthusiastic about my single status when…

the hell does that mean, Youtube. 

A Haiku on Unrequited Love

Passionately true,

Yet undeniably hard.

The ail of the heart.

I feel like falling in love is completely a waste of my time, really.

Don’t mind me, I’m actually a little depressed right now.

xthebeginnerx:


New York Times Declares Victory in Feminism’s War on Love and Romance
Grandma had me read this article about sex and dating relating to my age group.  Some of it, I believe could be true, some of it is just appalling. 
Why should men date? Why would they make any effort at all? The feminists turned all women into unpaid whores because it’s so, ya know, cool and liberating. Yeah, being a piece of meat is fabtastic.
I’m sorry.  Because a woman has sex she is automatically a whore?  What is free and liberating about a woman being able to have sex with who she wants, when, and where, is that men have been able to get away with it for hundreds of years-and women haven’t.  I personally would not choose this as my life, but that doesn’t make women who do choose it-who want to be equal to men in this way-whores.  Women turn into a piece of meat when they are not respected for being WOMEN, not by their actions.  Ask any young woman. What a horrible future the feminists have fixed for our girls. Could a concerted misogynist movement have done a better job of destroying the potential for happiness?
Are you suggesting that a movement to increase the hatred for women would bring about more happiness than the freedom for a woman and her sex life?  Maybe I’m misinformed, but I’m pretty sure that the feminist movement did a lot more for woman than just this one thing.  Voting rights, ability to be on a jury, improved wages and working conditions, women’s health clinics, lobbied for legislation to ban sexism, racism, and discrimination, formed groups to support lesbian women, paid maternity leave and affordable child care, equal divorce, marital rape laws, sexual harassment laws, and much more. This is how the phony feminist movement empowered women. More like enslaved women. Those men-hating parasites have ruined the glorious exaltation of women in 20th-century America. I know. I grew up in it.
See above.
In those films (those created in the 30’s-60s), women were treated with respect and equality. We were then formidable, respected, treasured, and above all…revered. It was as good as it gets.You’re right.  Back when women could only work in a few fields at a few jobs, when it was acceptable for men to rape their wives, when women couldn’t get divorces, when women couldn’t vote, when women almost never went to college, when women were trapped into marriages they didn’t want to be in because they would be poor without their husbands, when sexual harassment was acceptable, and so many other terrible acts were acceptable, things were better.
Back when women got married young so that they could have sex, back when women were just a piece of meat:  
things were better.
Photo Credit
high resolution →

xthebeginnerx:

New York Times Declares Victory in Feminism’s War on Love and Romance

Grandma had me read this article about sex and dating relating to my age group.  Some of it, I believe could be true, some of it is just appalling. 

Why should men date? Why would they make any effort at all? The feminists turned all women into unpaid whores because it’s so, ya know, cool and liberating. Yeah, being a piece of meat is fabtastic.

I’m sorry.  Because a woman has sex she is automatically a whore?  What is free and liberating about a woman being able to have sex with who she wants, when, and where, is that men have been able to get away with it for hundreds of years-and women haven’t.  I personally would not choose this as my life, but that doesn’t make women who do choose it-who want to be equal to men in this way-whores.  Women turn into a piece of meat when they are not respected for being WOMEN, not by their actions.  

Ask any young woman. What a horrible future the feminists have fixed for our girls. Could a concerted misogynist movement have done a better job of destroying the potential for happiness?

Are you suggesting that a movement to increase the hatred for women would bring about more happiness than the freedom for a woman and her sex life?  Maybe I’m misinformed, but I’m pretty sure that the feminist movement did a lot more for woman than just this one thing.  Voting rights, ability to be on a jury, improved wages and working conditions, women’s health clinics, lobbied for legislation to ban sexism, racism, and discrimination, formed groups to support lesbian women, paid maternity leave and affordable child care, equal divorce, marital rape laws, sexual harassment laws, and much more. 

This is how the phony feminist movement empowered women. More like enslaved women. Those men-hating parasites have ruined the glorious exaltation of women in 20th-century America. I know. I grew up in it.

See above.

In those films (those created in the 30’s-60s), women were treated with respect and equality. We were then formidable, respected, treasured, and above all…revered. It was as good as it gets.

You’re right.  Back when women could only work in a few fields at a few jobs, when it was acceptable for men to rape their wives, when women couldn’t get divorces, when women couldn’t vote, when women almost never went to college, when women were trapped into marriages they didn’t want to be in because they would be poor without their husbands, when sexual harassment was acceptable, and so many other terrible acts were acceptable, things were better.

Back when women got married young so that they could have sex, back when women were just a piece of meat:  

things were better.